Fairy Tales are Childs Play

I see you sleeping in the crib
I see you dreaming of the future
Dreaming everything is going to be perfect
Everything is going to be like a fairy tale...
But, you'll be in a never-ending nightmare
One that leaves nasty scars
One that you can't wake yourself up from
Yes you'll fall in love
Just like in fairy tales
But you'll end up heartbroken all in the end
You'll tell your self "everything is going to be okay"
Over and over again
When nothing changes and you hear what happened to him
You'll go crazy
You'll go suicidal
Then your dreams will be about dying
Saying goodbye to everyone will be your one and only request
Until you meet someone new and fall in love all over again
Unfortunately you'll still love your first,
But your dreams will no longer be about dying,
But having a family with your new love
Dreaming of the long awaited future
Dreaming can no longer be child’s play but only a reality
You are going to have to let this reality play its part
You will learn to let go of the first
But you know in your heart you’ll never truly forget him
Just being around the other one helps everyday
Just hearing his voice as he declares his love for you
Everything about him is perfect
He’ll make you see things in a different perspective
He’ll make you see that there are gentlemen out there
The ones that take your bags
The ones that open doors
The ones that, are kind and caring
Don’t let faces ever fool you again
Don’t let fairy tales come true
‘Cause fairy tales never teach anyone about what really goes on
Fairy tales are no longer a toy to be played with…

the comment i left for you

you think you've fucked up but i don't.
if you think you need to fix things
don't fix them by your self
let us fix them.
i'll never leave you all alone.
i'll never let you do somethin thatz this imporant to you all by youself.
i want to be there.
i want you to see i do believe in you
and every word you say.
only cause i love you too.
no matter how you want me to mean it.
i'll alwayz mean it....
cause i can never lie to you
espesially when i say
"i love you"

how many times a day i tell myself i miss you

if i could count how many times a day i tell myself i miss you
i'd lose count all on the very first day

your there now always on my mind
i wish there was a way i could see you every day now

if i could count how many times a day i tell myself i miss you
i'd lose count all on the very first day

you'd sit across from me and not even notice
as i walk right passed you and whiper to myself

if i could count how many times a day i tell myself i miss you
i'd lose count all on the very first day

you stand next to me holdin my hand
and wouldn't hear me when i would say

if i could count how many times a day i tell myself i miss you
i'd lose count all on the very first day

i now lay under you
and you whisper to me

"if only you could know how many times i wanted to tell you "i missed you"
you'd lose count
if only you knew how many times i wanted to reach my hand out to you and tell you
if only you knew--"

if only i knew how much i wanted him to know how i truly felt...
and now i lay wrapped in his arms as he says to me
"if only you knew how much i never want to let you go
so i wouldn't have to deal with the pain of listenin to myself count how many times i tell myself 'i miss you' "

if i could count how many times a day i tell myself i miss you
i'd lose count on the very first day...

now i know how much you care
only because we felt the same
when we were apart...

marks the memories

there are marks now...
marks that tell me what i did
they remind me of what we did
where we did it when i got them
how i felt when i got them
my smile creps on my face every time remember what we did

but i know they won't stay forever
will the memories also fade as well
when the marks go?
is that when i have to say goodbye for good?
i don't want to though...
because i truly do love you and
i never want to forget what we did that one night...

nothing is hidden

nothing is hidden behind my true eyes
only the pain I've had from past fights
only the tears i try to hold back but can't
there is nothing that I've hidden from you

I've told you everything
I know about myself
you want to know more though?

stay by me and you can...
stay near me and never let me fall again
these are the orders i want you to only obey

anything you desire

tell me everything you desire
everything you want me to do to you
i'll do it no matter what
a bite?
a kiss?
blindfold you?
to sleep next you?
anything you want and i'll do it
i just want one thing in return...
and thatz to know you...
that you love me
even if it'z just as a friend
or more
thatz the only thing i ask in return
even if i end up with another broken heart...

icicle teeth

His cold teeth met with her sensitive skin as he broke it, Amy's body collapsed under him giving him complete control over her. Amy's blood slowly got sucked as his meal for the night. When he brought his teeth out of her, two holes were left also with blood trickling down here and there not wasting a drop he licked her neck at the puncture marks and where he saw blood. Making her shake every time his tounge licked her neck. Amy knew what was going to happen the next night and the nights to follow, because this is something she wanted, she gave into him, because she fell for the night and for the vampire that was sucking her blood.

His blue eyes were the firt thing that attracted her to him in the first place, but every night they would go out she started to see more than just his blue eyes. His smile he gave every now and then, his tall body, his long arms that wraped around her when she would get scared or he just wanted to hold her thight in his arms and not let go, his voice when he would call her name, his kind heart that he showed just to her. Amy knew everything or so she thought she knew everything until one night when they weren't suppose to meet.

Amy decided to walk down the street from her house instead of takin a taxi like everyone has alwayz told her to do, but the thought just swept in one ear and out the other.