kids now and days

I can't hear
I can't concentrate
there's to much noise
I wish people would learn to just shut up
then maybe our schools GPA wouldn't be so freakin low
teachers probly hear this all the time
"i don't understad. can you repeat what were suppose to do?"
if i was that teacher i would tell those kids
"well if you would learn to shut up maybe you would have heard what i said!"
but then i'd probly get fired right then and there
were so stupid,
us the kids
we fail and don't ever give a rat's ass
we'll say "aww i can always just take the class again"
even though you passed the 2nd or 3rd time you still really failed
all because you didn't give a rat's ass the 1st time

No logger

The tears the once showed on my cheeks hide themselves now from everyone in the world
except from one person
the person who they were for
I have to hide everything now
maybe when I finally feel free from the world one last time
I'll show the tears one last time and show the world the things I hid from them
the tears can fall like a waterfall one last time
for the last time might mean the last time
for me in this world
or just for everyone in this evil world

A new life

The sun raised and I found something that felt different
that something was new
a feeling I thought I lost along time ago
as my salty tears fell onto her beautiful dress
but she didn't seem to care.
she held me in her arms that felt so comforting
and I couldn't help but cry
now I undertand why they go to her.
her comfort
her words
even when she doesn't talk she's there
just to be there for anyone
I wish I trusted her the first time we met
Then I wouldn't have been put threw so much pain as I am now.
when the sun had set my pain was gone.
and i felt and ease for once
sleeping in her arms that kept me safe all night long

Long time ago

I miss him
but he doesn't care
he turns his head, as I look him in the eye
he turns away from me and says...
"I don't know you, get away from me."
as those words slip out of his mouth my heart sank.
and my depression comes back to me
I wanted to drive the sharp knife across my wrist
one last time
I wanted to say my final good bye
I just wanted to fall asleep
one last time and never wake...